last show

sonn av krusher's last show in friday night at drunken unicorn. maybe my last show ever. i like to say that whenever a band ends for me. i put my psyche into bands so the last thing i want to think about when they end is doing it again. who knows? it will be a good night though. us and hell comes to town and g.g. king (ex- carbonas). come on out and bring yer earplugs...

Television Soundtrack

watching the pictures on tv. going out with no sound. life illustrated so clearly. these are my most private moments. i am sitting on a plane. i wish i had the window seat. this moment so turbulent. i know it is certain death.

next to you again. i told you i had my fortune read. and i was told again and again. that the world does not move fast enough to hide its flaws

riding through the city. all day with no direction. i am stuck with these people. in the middle of their conversations. the least comfortable seat. like bullshit scraping the chalkboard. they should fucking take me home. if they want to do me favors. why don't you do me a favor?

i watched it happen. doors that closed behind them. is this your intimacy? or the shit you dragged behind you? did your world move fast enough. to keep your shit from dragging the ground?

~the world does not move fast enough to hide its flaws~

for my sister

as deep and as wide as the hole in my heart is. as much as the loss that i share. you've shown me the way of release and unlocked. something in that badge that i carried. and the anger that was attached. in your confrontation of so much greater depths. you showed me that there's something greater. in death you give the gift of new life. release.